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Coin with two tails

I see all of this coming out like there was never any good moments. Like I was always there twisting someones thoughts and bending wills to be with in line with mine. I dont think so. I didnt do all of what im being accused of. I did not feel the need to control her in that [...]

Pulling the trigger and letting go…

I am typically one of those dreamers who thinks in the romantic side of the world but its time to come back off the cloud 9 that I was one for a while. Hopefully one day those clay targets wont even be needed and Ill beat a point where It pops in and then turns around and leaves on its own. that’s still a while [...]

Empty glass of hope.

As the moisture disappears theres not much left to do. The day has gone by , the sun has risen and fallen, the glass waited for you to take a drink of its contents and yet denied it that role. You couldve taken the time to refill that glass by just letting everything else wait a bit. Life was just nagging and pulling at [...]

More thoughts about abuse…

First Id like to welcome you to the new site. I had to do something concrete that I could do more with and be a little creative with. Writing is good but now that im paying for the hosting I can do alot more then I ever could on the free server.
I dont know what to do with myself. My mood swings are all over the place…worse then usual. There are things that i see that are coming out a bit more now that I know to look for some of them. The words are there, the need to be right and the pampering of the [...]

JunK Draw

Did mommy and Daddy fuck up… Psyco babble literature says, yes, they did. Ill get into that another time though. I promise it wont end up on the to be finished list of posts. More importantly though I come to believe that there have been other severe events that helped contort and stunt parts of me immensely and contributed to a regression in my ability to cope. Gesus, and this on the first [...]