For those of you that are reading… I can only apoligize for what Ive done. I cannot correct it because its already in the past. I can only move forward from this point and I can only prevent that from happening ever again. I am asking for forgiveness. I am asking that you not judge my character by the past months events. I can only ask that you do not consider me the monster that you are seeing me as. I can only do what I can to show that I am not that person and I can only hope that ou find it in your heart to allow the past to settle in and allow the present to lead you to the real me once again. YOu may not find it in your heart to do so but I still must ask. I ask More humble then I have ever been. I will not bow or go to my knees but I can only [...]
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Ive given soo much and am left wondering why it doesnt count. Why my comprimises with myself in the past dont count. Why Ive gotten to a point to where Im feeling like I have sacrificed soo much to gain , not lose so much… [...] I am typically one of those dreamers who thinks in the romantic side of the world but its time to come back off the cloud 9 that I was one for a while. Hopefully one day those clay targets wont even be needed and Ill beat a point where It pops in and then turns around and leaves on its own. that’s still a while [...] I thought about the therapist looking me straight into the eyes less then a foot from my face with one of the most serious looks Ive seen on someones face and him telling me…” Charlie , You are worthy, You are worth something .. just Listen to what I am saying… YOU are [...] Its not a good sign when you get the run around from a counseling agency and then call the crisis hotline and they put you on hold then tell you to leave a message and its the same agency you just called for help. Why does everything need to be so hard. I mean everything. from getting help to trying to end it all. isnt there somewhere in the middle where life is just [...] |
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