I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed [...]
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I see all of this coming out like there was never any good moments. Like I was always there twisting someones thoughts and bending wills to be with in line with mine. I dont think so. I didnt do all of what im being accused of. I did not feel the need to control her in that [...] For those of you that are reading… I can only apoligize for what Ive done. I cannot correct it because its already in the past. I can only move forward from this point and I can only prevent that from happening ever again. I am asking for forgiveness. I am asking that you not judge my character by the past months events. I can only ask that you do not consider me the monster that you are seeing me as. I can only do what I can to show that I am not that person and I can only hope that ou find it in your heart to allow the past to settle in and allow the present to lead you to the real me once again. YOu may not find it in your heart to do so but I still must ask. I ask More humble then I have ever been. I will not bow or go to my knees but I can only [...] Ive given soo much and am left wondering why it doesnt count. Why my comprimises with myself in the past dont count. Why Ive gotten to a point to where Im feeling like I have sacrificed soo much to gain , not lose so much… [...] I see you under that mask. I see the grin that you have as you wear a mask of tears. The wicked enjoyment you get from stripping me of Who I am….. NO ..NOt anyore. I will not sit quietly as you dissect me, Parade me around like some caged animal. YOU DO NOT OWN ME ANYMORE. I DO!! and I see you for what you are now………… I see you [...] |
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