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Dear God

Ive given soo much and am left wondering why it doesnt count. Why my comprimises with myself in the past dont count. Why Ive gotten to a point to where Im feeling like I have sacrificed soo much to gain , not lose so much… [...]

Peek a boo, I see YOU....

I see you under that mask. I see the grin that you have as you wear a mask of tears. The wicked enjoyment you get from stripping me of Who I am….. NO ..NOt anyore. I will not sit quietly as you dissect me, Parade me around like some caged animal. YOU DO NOT OWN ME ANYMORE. I DO!! and I see you for what you are now………… I see you [...]

More thoughts about abuse…

First Id like to welcome you to the new site. I had to do something concrete that I could do more with and be a little creative with. Writing is good but now that im paying for the hosting I can do alot more then I ever could on the free server.
I dont know what to do with myself. My mood swings are all over the place…worse then usual. There are things that i see that are coming out a bit more now that I know to look for some of them. The words are there, the need to be right and the pampering of the [...]

Where to now?

I need a hero. Just something more then what Im getting for the hope that I [...]

Worked into the mix… Part 2

Just seems that since I have put an honest effort into this I have alot of shit to say, useless nonsense to spew and work that I am finding that I need to do. Im not trying to make it pretty or trying to be a literary sensation here. Im just trying to put my thoughts in [...]