Ive given soo much and am left wondering why it doesnt count. Why my comprimises with myself in the past dont count. Why Ive gotten to a point to where Im feeling like I have sacrificed soo much to gain , not lose so much… [...]
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As the moisture disappears theres not much left to do. The day has gone by , the sun has risen and fallen, the glass waited for you to take a drink of its contents and yet denied it that role. You couldve taken the time to refill that glass by just letting everything else wait a bit. Life was just nagging and pulling at [...] The house is the loneliest and most quiet that I have ever felt it before. We moved the little guys stuff out, well most of it today. I just couldnt handle feeling trapped here. Not that I dont want to take care of him but My mind is all over the place lately. its like all of the life has already left and here I am still wallowing in it like some glutten. [...] I just want to stop for once in my life. Kneel down, smell the gren grass andenjoy it, not see it as another job or another thing getting in the way of what I thought I wanted. I just hope that in time I have that chance and I hope that by that time Ive read my side of the age and I know whats really [...] Its not a good sign when you get the run around from a counseling agency and then call the crisis hotline and they put you on hold then tell you to leave a message and its the same agency you just called for help. Why does everything need to be so hard. I mean everything. from getting help to trying to end it all. isnt there somewhere in the middle where life is just [...] |
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