I see all of this coming out like there was never any good moments. Like I was always there twisting someones thoughts and bending wills to be with in line with mine. I dont think so. I didnt do all of what im being accused of. I did not feel the need to control her in that [...]
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For those of you that are reading… I can only apoligize for what Ive done. I cannot correct it because its already in the past. I can only move forward from this point and I can only prevent that from happening ever again. I am asking for forgiveness. I am asking that you not judge my character by the past months events. I can only ask that you do not consider me the monster that you are seeing me as. I can only do what I can to show that I am not that person and I can only hope that ou find it in your heart to allow the past to settle in and allow the present to lead you to the real me once again. YOu may not find it in your heart to do so but I still must ask. I ask More humble then I have ever been. I will not bow or go to my knees but I can only [...] I thought about the therapist looking me straight into the eyes less then a foot from my face with one of the most serious looks Ive seen on someones face and him telling me…” Charlie , You are worthy, You are worth something .. just Listen to what I am saying… YOU are [...] I know what I am. I will not be him any longer. I wont. i wont. people deserve more then that, not the callous cowards brand of love. that aint love. Its poison. Im poison. I aint no better then the scum of the earth. Im gonna fix that.. somehow Im gonna fix that. I just need to find someone that can help me do [...] I was doing ok till just about 15 minutes ago. Up to that point I was gung ho about fighting the good fight and keep rolling with the raor of the waves till I found myself dead smack in the middle of the storm. the conversation that I was involved in I thought was a productive [...] |
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