Im back and I want to first off apoligize to all that I hurt by being selfish in my thinking that I was only hurting myself… Im better now and I can honestly say that I pulled my head out of my ass and ill be taking in life differently now. Dying for 6 minutes tends to do that to you and I want to thank all for the prayers and support that you sent my way… They worked like they were supposed to. I have a new purpose in life and its time to shed the scars
Alicia Keys – Like You’ll Never See Me Again
LYRICS:
If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again
Oh Oh Ohhhhh
How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)
What can I say (smile) Welcome back Charlie, sometimes in ones life one get stuck in a moment and become a prisoner of that moment and no matter what or how hard you try, you just can not seem to get out of it.
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I for one am happy you did get out (and more with me) and left that moment behind, we all need friends to help us get up when we fall but sometimes its just not enough huh? This is a turning moment in your life Charlie and I truely hope you accept the help needed to move on again and more accept the help from friends.
My battle (like every body has his own battles to fight) is just beginning and only with HOPE BELIEVE FAITH STRENGTH AND FRIENDS I know we will win.
You BELIEVE in yourself Charlie, HOPE for a better tomorrow have FAITH it will be and get your STRENGTH from within you and FRIENDS to get you where you want to be.
Welcome Back
(now dont do this again
2010: Sometimes we tend to just get wedged and only a jolt from powers greater then ourselves can we be freed and be able to move past that moment. Ive accepted the help from those around me that wished only to see me recover and becaome that man that they see in me. friends are the key to being able to mark your mark in this world. Ive found the will again along with the passion that is life itself.
FYI. I plan on letting old age and senility chase after me for a long time before I let despair and pain lead me back to that place. No where left to go but up and now with this new found sense of myself … There isnt a person or thing in this word that can hold me back from being who I am inside and outside…. Huggs
So glad to see you, my dear friend. Have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I am proud of you for making it this far and seeing what you need to see to become strong again. I am glad you have found a purpose again and can move forward. I know how hard it was for you and I knew you could do it, Charlie! Know that we are here for you, hon…all you have to do is grab our hand or hug us or simply talk to us. We are here for you. Love you, hon…take care and hope to hear more soon =) lots of love and hugs and smiles to see you back
Tammy: You are such a special person like the rest of my “groupies” here. ( Lol ) I have known you for a while and I have to say that you are one of those in this world that brings out the best in people. You are a dear friend and Im so honored and happy that you are a friend of mine.. Hope all is well and I thank you for being special…
Welcome back dear! There’s not much for me to say that has not already been said between us. You scared the crap out of all of us here and you know I forgave you the minute I knew you made it through (even though I’ve never said the words to you). It stinks that you had to hit rock bottom to see what we’ve all seen here, that you are worth more than a pay check, that you have a purpose in this life, and that you are loved by people who truly care! You have a long road ahead, but we’re all here for you to help you when you stumble, to kick your ass when you try to make a u-turn, and just be here to listen!
I’m proud of you my BF! Keep on heading in the right direction and you’ll see how your life was truly meant to be! Love and big hugs to you my sweet!
Cheryl: Youve played a vital part here and you are truely a great person, a great friend , and a wonderful spirit. I thank the heavens that there are people like you in this world to allow people like me to see that there is more then just the negative and that ur willing to be there and rather then judge or pass sentence, You just offer your support and love of a friend.. Your a great friend and just a really great person. Thank you so much for the phone calls to the clinic and ty for being there to offer a hand up to a lost soul.. Super huggs and all the love in the world dear…
Fraid you’ll have to copy paste this one, Charlie – dunno how to make it clickable yet.
Welcome back, lovely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAIKznMPXUk
xxxxx
Fae: Ive made it to the other side of the rainbow and I have to say its a really wonderful Place… Thank you Aunt Fae ( calling n saying you were my aunt was sneaky but Ill forgive you… lol)
thinking of you, Charlie. Hope you are well, hon. Keep that chin up and a smile on that wonderful face =) big hugs to you
Tammy: I want to thank you for being there as you have been… Life is different today. No longer do I look at whats lost nor do I sit there wondering about what couldve been. Ill just continue to bask in the sunlight and allow the warmth of those around me to fill my heart and at the same time Im making sure that I leave a positive mark. Huggs hun… ty for your prayers and thank you for being my friend…