I fucking hate life….. Shoulda let me paint my Rembrandt portrait all over the walls of my old house…….. now that wouldve been a suitable ending. My head splattered in my house on my terms. Not this way with me going to jail. Not watching my whole life get stripped away piece by piece. But everyone Knows its better being alive. Everyone knows life will get better.. too bad its easy to say that then to be living my life right [...]